A Celebration! An Apology.

A Celebration!

This little nugget turn ONE and looked good doing it! We were so excited to be there and loved watching that sweet smile (especially when we started singing Happy Birthday)!

He is undeniably the cutest little thing...seriously I could eat him up! Speaking of...he had no problem with the icing!

Easy...we love you and can't wait to see what the next year brings!
An Apology.
Nope...not from her...

...to her!

Momma got a gut-wrenching eye opener after watching Easton's birthday video. All the little ones were sitting around Easton and Gramee asked where R was...I responded "who knows", Chris responded "who cares". I heard it and thought I was going to vomit. I cried...and not a pretty cry...actually I sobbed. Honestly, I don't even know why I responded that way. I know R doesn't like to be in the center of anything. Easton's sweet reaction when we started singing was priceless...he looked at everyone with that sweet grin and you could tell he was loving it! My sweet Love would have covered her ears and dropped her head. She is special like that! She plays hard, loves people (after she figures them out), but does not like to be the center of anything! And that is just fine...in fact, that is one of those things that I think is remarkable about her. She is just fine being herself...by herself!

R...momma was just being nasty with her words! I am sorry and I love you more than you love me!

(...she then would say, "noway momma" with that sweet grin "I love chu more!)

So yes, disappointed in myself doesn't describe it! The sun doesn't shine in my world without those two little Love's! Just another lesson learned by an imperfect, blessed momma!